Life....

jenni057 @ 2005-07-02T16:06:00

2005-07-02T23:19:48Z

1.Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarassing Moment:(u dont have to answer this, lol)

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

3. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

4. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

5. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

6. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

7. Do you think I'm a good person?

8. Would you call me just because?

9. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?

10. If you could change anything about me, would you?

11. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

12. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

jenni057 @ 2005-07-02T13:51:00

2005-07-02T21:05:08Z

Summer is going great so far ;) hope your summer's been rockin! Sry I haven't been updating as much... I guess there's way more important things! like hanging out with PEOPLE! And just enjoying the nice weather outside!

This summer will definently be one of the most unforgettable summers EVER. i mean. not only did everything I wanted... HAPPENED.or will happen. BUT. for once, I TRUELY feel HAPPY ABOUT MYSELF. About my life. I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.
And the person i am.
And the person I became up to this point.

I am wicked excited and meeting that one guy from NH... even though I feel really shitty sometimes. That no matter how much he truely likes me, all i can do is wait till this summer. And take things from there.

And... I guess you hafta look around every once in a while, and don't let life pass you by. Because you genuinely will miss the most greatest, most amazing things in life.

And what I realized recently? is that everything in life isn't as bad as it seems to be. I mean. yeah. sure. shit happens sometimes to people. I don't mean to sound apathetic about people's problems. We all had our share of problems at one point or another. but life gets way better.And theres ways to overcome the obstacles of it. And theres always people to support you in it. So, why not make the best out of a situation? Because theres really nothing else you can do about it.

And as far as everything else goes? Definently take the time to appreciate even the smallest things in life. Because its those moments that make life living for...

jenni057 @ 2005-06-17T19:30:00

2005-06-18T02:42:17Z

TEN random things about me

10. my favorite place would have to be my room.
9. I could be happy with one person, and live without everything else.
8. I truely have 2 best friends, whom I would never forget about in my lifetime.
7. I believe people come into your life for a reason, and leave a lasting impression.
6. I get paranoid really easily.
5. Im not a goody-goody, nor a dare-devil either... I will cross chances when necessary.

4. I would stick up for my friends. no matter what it takes.
3. My friends mean the world to me.
2. I believe that love is the most amazing thing that could happen to someone.
1. I believe in taking chances.

NINE ways to win my heart:

9. Be completely open, and honest about how you feel.
8. Make me laugh over a corney joke.
7. Make me laugh over a good joke.
6. Insist on spending time together, even if it might mean taking the time out of a busy day.
5. Be random! and crazy at the same time.
4. Be yourself.
3. Know how to have a good time.
2. Intentionally do something
1. Be sincere.

EIGHT things to do before I die:
8. Do something I've told myself I've never do.
7. Do something out of the ordinary.
6. Invent something.
5. Write a love letter to a stranger.
4. Take random pictures throughout my day.
3. Make someone's wish come true
2. Laugh at something I have regretted in the past
1. Teach someone a life-long skill.

SEVEN ways to annoy me:
7. When people talk to much
6. Give up easily, and never give something a second chance
5. Be-friend you just because they know you have something they want.
4. Being fake, just to please someone.
3. Stuck-up, snobbish people
2. People who are really closed-minded.
1. people who intentially take advantage of other people.

SIX things I believe in:
6. God.
5. fate
4. love at first sight
2. giving people second chances. because everyone deserves a second chance.
1. that you can't judge someone before you havent even gotten the chance to get to know them.

FIVE things I'm afraid of:
5. yelling
4. arguing
3. living without the one I love.
2. regretting things I've done in the past.
1. not being able to appreciate the simple things in life.

FOUR of my favorite items in my room:
4. my bed!
3. photo albums... pictures...
2. my stuffed animal monkey!. because it always makes me think of Emily!<3
1. collectibles that remind me of people that meant alot to me.

THREE things I do everyday:
3. Live.
2. Love.
1. Think about random things.

TWO things I want to do right now:
2. Hang out with friends
1. do something really random!

ONE person I want to see right now:
1. alot of people, whom i never get to see enough of! <3

jenni057 @ 2005-06-16T21:30:00

2005-06-17T04:42:04Z

Updatee... not that anyone reads this any more but I do know a couple of people who still bug me to update.. so I have a lot of time on my hands. so i might as well! this is gonna be a really long entry.. but, read what you will!

... so, life is good. even through the ups and downs...

I would have to say that what gives me the strength to face each day.. is the friends that have always been there for me.i wont name names. just to single people out. but I just wanted to say that I have the best of friends. And I wouldn't trade them for anything the world. And I want to thank them for making such a big difference in my life... and even though we may go different paths in life. I just wanted to say- that we would always have each other. And we just have to stick together through this. You may forget the memories, but you would never forget the love that was there.

-the girls from camp. <333 ya'll mean the world to me.. this summer is gonna be awesome.

-so another year of high school has come and gone huh? another year, and we're graduating. HELLS YES.

and school sucks. might I add.

... but on a totally different note...my brother is graduating! I am so proud of him. Because it has been tough on him. And even though we may have been on bad terms. We have come to a deeper understanding. And I guess thats just part of growing up.

oh. and also. I really cant wait till summer. because my bestest friend in the whole wide world EMILY is coming to visit me. And we will have to plan a whole bunch of stuff for the week. hehe. <333!

...And I guess thats it for now! talk to ya'll later!

PS. Happy Belated brithday Natalie!! <333

jenni057 @ 2005-05-12T22:17:00

2005-05-13T05:28:42Z

I swear.

If I dont get that trip to Boston.

I will spend all the money I have all in one spot.

And just like get myself a plan ticket.

or... resort to Plan B.

But I promise I'll tell you it when I think of one!

jenni057 @ 2005-05-11T21:39:00

2005-05-12T04:49:08Z

Updateee... not that anyone ever reads this anymore.. but still, leave comments if you do, ok? Just to let me kno!!

**

Life is still grand...

even through the good and bad parts. life is still good, rite? It's kinda you just hafta take the good with the bad. if that kinda makes sense. but sometimes, I just got all caught up in things that don't really matter. And I think I really need time just to focus on things that would last forever, and eternally. And I just get confused all the time about things.

but still. life is good. School is ok... well, a litle less than ok. but in the end. it'll be ok.. hafta make it atleast a 3.0 GPA to get that summer vacation to Boston. As the semester is almost done with, I don't think I'm gonna make it.. and idunno. *sigh* just haven't been as modivated as before. but Im crossing my fingers on it. cuz that almost the only thing I'm looking forward to this summer!!

*Swimming ended.... so, I'm just trying to get my life back on track now that I don't hafta worry about it anymore.

well. gotta go. tata ..

<3 you still. *Jenni*

jenni057 @ 2005-04-18T20:07:00

2005-04-19T03:06:15Z

I've been a bit off lately... just kinda finding out who I really am. And the person I've become right now.

Some people move on, some people change, some people...just stay in place. And I'm just kinda figuring out where I'm at now.

Really. sometimes. i just need someone to like scream at me. And just tell me that I am not okay. And things are not going to get better.unless I change something about myself... and sometimes, i truely feel that Emily has been my only friend at times. She's like my better half. And really. I appreciate everything she's done for me. Even though I've never told her that. She has saved my life like one to many times.even though she may not know it at times.

I'm content with everything I have. but, idunno.. I've just been really confused lately.

And I want to find that one spot at lunch. where like no one will find me.. just to read and write. And clear my mind off everything. I am serious. I have been thinking about a few places. But at some spots, you can't hear the bell ring. And just to get away from high school drama and everything. Even though there are only a couple people i really wanna hang out with. But I see them in class. like Thao. I see her in french class, and Swim everyday. And Jenny. who i see during swim also.

~ *sigh* ~

.... ~ wishing things were easier.

*Jenni*

jenni057 @ 2005-04-16T22:00:00

2005-04-17T05:15:17Z

Natalie Brady is my hero.
And I love her. alot. seriously. she is an awesome person.
And a great friend.

And I just thought I've share that to the whole world.

<333

Another quiz...only comes once a year though

2005-04-11T02:29:09Z

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jenni057 @ 2005-04-09T09:53:00

2005-04-09T17:57:10Z

I am happy.

jenni057 @ 2005-04-02T22:18:00

2005-04-03T06:53:45Z

life is good-
Pretty chill back day.

I need to list things that I'm lookin forward to, because it makes feel happy:

~What I'm lookin forward to sometime in the near future:

-Spring break next week! And meeting one of the coolest people ever, Zoila. Thats rite ;) shes a pretty frikkin' awesome person. Any other plans this spring break, people? Leave comments, or something!

-the Prom! (hafta go shopping for a dress soon!) I have like this extremely horrible tan line from swimming! : / so I think I basically have 2 months to get rid of it (hopefully..) . plan a double date with Josh (and Won. and his date!)

-EMILY <3 , my most favorite person, yes Emily! Is coming to visit ME in California. Thats rite, people. And she's like one of the most AWESOME people ever. We called it so close this year, rite? I am so wicked excitedd.. <3

-Going up to NH this summer. spendin a week with EMILY. wat cud be more awesome? I am wicked excited about it, nd besides the fact we're planning a week in June.

- I'm missing my girls from camp <3

*You're all amazing. Never let anyone tell you anything less*

jenni057 @ 2005-04-01T18:41:00

2005-04-02T02:49:38Z

Danielle- Dry those tears. Hold that head up high.

I'm coming back for you.

...But, Are you fucking kidding me? No one messes with my girls. And if anyone does, just smile, and think to yourself, "If Jenni was here, she'll kick your ass." And she'll give you complete hell.

change your sadness into anger, and tears to swearss!!

And remember. mucho love. always and forever <3

jenni057 @ 2005-03-25T16:38:00

2005-03-26T00:43:37Z

If you care about me than PLEASE read all of this. Its important to me.

I'm so sorry to you all.

gone past depression...just...chillin...past apathetic..almost calm...I dont care about school...I dont care about much about anything, anymore. I've come to the point where I dont know what to do, or what to say.

ok. if Coach Bob threatened to kick me off the team. why the hell would I care? Isn't this what I wanted? I hate SWIM. I HATE the coaches. ( wait. to strong of a word. STRONGLY DISLIKE them) so why did I join it in the beginning? People do stupid (lack of a better word) stuff sometimes... And now, I'm trying to stick with it, because theres ONLY 1 MORE month of swim left. (it ends in April). Thank God. So, I need to save my ass, and hold on for 1 more month.

But.. I guess if I was truely depressed. I wouldnt much care about my best friend, Emily. or look forward to anything this summer. (becase, really. that is basically the ONLY thing I'm looking forward to.), and I wouldn't care much about you guys.

I hate school. I cant stand going to class everyday, because sometimes it hurts to much. I just want to stay home. and like not do anything. I swear. one of these days- I am gonna DITCH school. and just chill out, and like do something remotely fun, or entertaining. just because I always wanted to know how it feels to like ditch school, and just like forget about everything sucky about life.

.. okay. people. I don't want sympathy. I dont mean to complain. or be annoying. or being immature... I'm just being me... I guess.
and sometimes.. i really feel like I've gone insane. but to hell with the world. And the people who suck.

.. I still deeply care about you all. Please don't forget that. I'm trying to get better. And I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.. I'm sorry... I cant help it.

jenni057 @ 2005-03-19T00:17:00

2005-03-19T08:26:08Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I'll then tell what song(s) remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of: celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name one single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal.

<3 making number 5 optional for you guys just
cause i love you all so much lol
++++TODAY IS FRIDAY, people!! <333 TGIF! XD
its the FRIKKIN' weekenddd.

jenni057 @ 2005-03-18T17:03:00

2005-03-19T01:18:57Z

...Today- good/bad day.

feeling a bit better, actually. Just been like really stressed out, nd everything.

Coach Bob was his usual pissed off self. which was ok with me. atleast I didn't have to deal with Jill...

Won isn't doing swimming anymore.I'm sad. now I wouldn't see him as much anymore. but we must hang out sometime, k? <3

And he is also so incredibly lucky.

cuz I would quit swim in a heartbeat.
i would SCREAM it in their faces that they are the WORST COACHES ever, IF I HAD ENOUGH BALLS TO.

ehnehwehsss.. I got a 91 on the sketetal quiz. thought I did much worser. Had to turn my tongue blue in Anatomy class. Labs are fun. French is a bummer. I cant put up with one more day of that craziness. Dont massage the fly...?. ritee. I am so dropping out of french after this year.

well. mucho love to everyone. tata <333

*Jenni*

jenni057 @ 2005-03-16T20:36:00

2005-03-17T04:55:39Z

haven't been feeling like myself lately. :/

ok. people. I don't want like a pity party or anything.
And I'm not asking for attention or anything. 'cuz I'm not that type of person to get attention, when I feel like it.

idunno. All I want is for someone to be with me... And tell me that everything is going to be ok...

I guess it all has to do a part with how much stress I've been under. swimming sux. The coaches are a pain in my ass.

And scheduling for next year is going to be so stressfull... atleast I dropped out of French 4.

Gonna take Pre-Calc Honors, And Psycology AP next year. So next year is prolly gonna be the hardest year ever.

ahhh.. so much stress.

All i want to do is be somewhere else. other than here. I just want to be with my best friend. Emily. At times, she has been my only friend. And she means the world to me. And so much more than that. really. words cant explain what you mean to me.

ok.

I guess thats it. Just felt like ranting on how my life was about until this point.

~ A flippin' tired ~Jenni

jenni057 @ 2005-03-13T17:29:00

2005-03-14T01:38:44Z

hey. so. I decided that other cool people had livejournals to. so I decided to make one myself. lol. ;)

so I guess xanga is basically for people at school. And live journal is basically for people I know at camp.
but...

well, I'll update later!

much love to all!

<3 ~Jenni